whatever poem whatever

idk what depression looks like
for everyone
sorry
don’t give a shit

i’ve already watched
a world swallow
vomit itself
swirly whirly
down a bathtub

i wish i liked drugs

i’m already lost
motherfuckers
fuck you
i didn’t ask for
ANY OF THIS SHIT

i miss my kids
i’m a drunk
i wonder if my wife
wonders if she
made a mistake
marrying me

me me me
me me me

blah blah there i go
selfish prick