self-loathing
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Everything Hurts When You’re Dying Inside
“You perform poetry,” Bee laughed.
Leg Day
It’s leg day and I’m trying to focus, trying to bathe in the agony that is emanating up through my legs in waves.
The Outside World
Dustin and I had been trying to watch an episode of Bleach for at least 30 minutes, but the onslaught of bass blasts from the parking lot had proven impossible to ignore.
![Watching the Black Death sequence in BELLADONNA OF SADNESS [Yamamoto, 1973] for the first time / Some say self-love is a skill](https://www.miserytourism.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/selflove-400x343.png)
Watching the Black Death sequence in BELLADONNA OF SADNESS [Yamamoto, 1973] for the first time / Some say self-love is a skill
the slowly wasting
away into nothingness,
4 Counterfeit Dream Songs
Henry’s hairs are not, as far as he has fathom, contrary to his suspicions,
falling out.
4 poems
I’ve kept drinking
and stopped cutting
my fingernails
Forgive me father, for I have sinned
I remember praying, I remember praying and pleading and offering up every part of myself in exchange for feeling whole again.
Glass Snatchers
In the mirror
Leans your face
14 Ways of Looking at a Blue Bird
“meaning, in every snowflake,” says the blue bird
The Edgelord at 35
Cho Seung-Hui died like Jesus Christ, but I’ve outlived both of them now.