 
						
			
					Plain and Simple / The Year of Un-Magical Thinking
What choice
really
but to tell our stories 
in a cruder form
politeness 
is just an alibi 
for those who’ve never 
entered a store 
without
shirt and shoes
and being told
“no service” 
grab what they came for 
anyway 
and fist their money 
down onto the counter
they walk up the highway 
in the rain
back to a trailer 
full of dust and bone 
and no man 
is alone 
I think
it’s a lie that makes us beautiful 
anyway
if you knew the whole story
you’d not bitch so much about the mud
that people track in
we’ve all been caught out in it
not everyone makes it
I hear that a lot
when someone you love is on fire 
with pain
or meth or abandon 
or all of the above
how can you not try hard 
to see people for what they are
just people
plain and simple.
The Year of Un-Magical Thinking
Tell me, again
the one about
all things lost 
about how you crossed the border 
with one shoe missing 
eyes on the path that the moon laid out
not missing
you say
just misplaced 
there are worse scenarios than going it alone
like not remembering why you had to 
and returning to it
by accident 
sometimes
it is important to not resist the fall
you have to fall right into it
I forget who said what
when it really matters
it only matters that you remember this;
none are so far gone that they cannot return 
and to what are we returning, now?
we are not
all the time 
singing 
we cross the restricted field 
in an abundance of darkness 
the light from the highway 
pulling us deeper
North
who knows
what wild kindness grows here 
underneath the foot of the trail
is the place
here, 
you belong
maybe
here
for a night
or more
a wall, at least, will hold you up
when no one and nothing else can
it’s a long story 
but it’s ours
and worth telling.

[…] James Diaz is a poet striving for light in upstate New York. They are the author of two full length books of poetry, This Someone I Call Stranger (Indolent Books, 2018) and All Things Beautiful Are Bent (Alien Buddha Press, 2021) as well as the founding editor of Anti-Heroin Chic. Their work has appeared most recently in Rust + Moth, Bear Creek Gazette, Resurrection Mag, Line Rider Press, Cobra Milk and Misery Tourism. […]