i’m not like other girls

well fuck the pin's pulled now
i guess there's no going back lmao
nervously creeping into the pigsty holding the great equalizer
that my broken father left out while he indulged
would a little sissy faggot do this?

i'm twice the man he'll ever be
and i am no man, i am no boy
crying out in rage as the pigs turn to face me
ready for their next serving of slop
my name is genesis, it's not [REDACTED]
i've never been [REDACTED]

he's got a gun!!
one last blow to my validity before it all ceases to matter
panic as the pack realizes too late that the room is filled
with shrapnel and cleansing flame
with blood and pain
ears ring as rounds fly through flesh and drywall alike

empty casings fall like autumn indoors
my crimson ichor continues to spill
ruining the shirt i ordered for just this occasion
i fall over in great comfort
laying on cracked tiles littered with lead and piss
looks like my run's over, but damn at least i got them good

i couldn't stop, i didn't want to
and none of you could have made me
and none of you ever even fucking gave a shit
so i hope you do now
i really hope you do now