Desires and Drives

Waste time. Waste time. Time
is only a certain type of concept…time isn’t
unreal, it’s too real, it’s too real to think about
from a framework that we’re used to. Get on social
media to see if you can do it. To see if anything comes
easier to us: the nature of social media rocks me—it sends
an angel into my ear to whisper nonsense as well as important
messages, to whisper love which is so often disguised as hate.
One can hear it speak, the ridiculousness of voices. Say a
thing. Being on the internet is a continuous process of 
seeing stupid shit and managing to not get mad
about it. (Control.) Seeing scammers and 
rolling your eyes. Visualizing ways to 
change the world which won’t 
happen (forget myself).