at the end of the day, r/nihilism is not that active

in college i was on the internet every day
looking at opinions

time that could have been so
much better spent on sex or

learning american sign language

Twenty-One Hands

Too tired to masturbate, I
dream of being wrecked by
horses, all malice erased
from their vacant eyes as
they trample me & induce
every wound I had before